Fell In Love With a Fairytale Girl

Sat, 01 Dec 2007 21:28:00 GMT

What The Holidays Mean to You

For you, the holidays are about emotional connections and bonds. You are happiest being around those you love.

You celebrate the holidays in a natural style. Homemade gifts are your favorite, and you can't stand imitation Christmas trees or wreaths

During the holidays, you feel magical. You love all of the decorations and how happy people are. You like to sit back and take it all in.

You think the holidays should be comforting and relaxing. You don't like the holiday rush... you just like the simple pleasure of the holidays.

Your favorite holiday memories strongly evoke your senses. You are vividly aware of all the tastes, smells, and sounds of the holidays.

What Do the Holidays Mean to You?

Sat, 01 Dec 2007 21:21:29 GMT

It snowed today. Everything is a blanket of white. And you know what? I slept til 9 AM. For me, that's huge. When I was younger, I could sleep til noon on weekends, but that's not been the case lately. Lately, I toss and turn even before the sun comes peeking in through the curtains. But I'm trying not to dwell on it.

My mom is so overprotective of me. I have a cell phone but I can only use it to call her, dad, or Karen (my older sister.) Why? Because Karen has a car and if something happens, she can come get me. She's 16 and she got a car on her birthday. Granted, it wasn't exactly new, or uber fancy, but it's her freedom. And she's allowed to use it. Her first report card for her junior year was mostly C's...she smokes...I know she drinks at parties and she's had sex with her boyfriend. None of these are bad things, but she gets to do whatever she wants and my parents trust her, but not me. I don't smoke, drink, I get almost straight A's, but I have to write down where I'm going and who with for everything. And most of the time, my mom has to drive me and hang around, like to go to the mall.

She expects me to live up to standards though. She doesn't expect Karen to be perfect, but I have to be, and so does my younger brother Sean. I'm not sure why the double standard. My dad doesn't really have much to say on the issue because he's away on business so much. I see him about three times a week, and have dinner with him about one time a week. I try not to argue or fight with him during these times. But lately I've been arguing with my mom more, and not just about world issues and whatnot.

Her latest thing is I should eat healthier. That I'm getting a bit heavy for my frame. I'm 5'6 and 129 pounds (I WAS 123 pounds before the 6 pound gain.) But I don't think I'm unhealthy. I get more exercise than her, that's for sure. She works at home, sitting in her little home office all day and let me tell you...she's no waif. She used to be, though. Karen is kinda chubby, but she's always been that way. Does mom get on her case? Nope.

Anyway, I didn't mean to ramble.

Fri, 30 Nov 2007 11:48:24 GMT

I have dance rehearsal from here until December 17th, twice a week, to prepare for the Christmas show at my dance academy. It's going to be a mix of the Nutcracker and the Rockettes show. I'm a Rockette. Yes, I tried out for the lead, but they gave it to this girl who's 'graduating' in January. Apparently we're both really good, but she has seniority? Or something. She's almost 17 and that's considered a bit old, if you're making dance a career like she plans to. I'm not, btw. I'm not sure what I wanna be yet.

My doctor suggested I try herbal methods before she puts me on meds. My dad picked up some stuff called melatonin, and my mom told me to make a cup of decaf herbal tea with honey and lemon and hour and a half before bed. So I've been trying that, and instead of waking up at 4, I wake up at 5. With a headache. Oh well, I guess it's an improvement.

I've gained 6 pounds this school year. Who pointed it out? The volunteer seamstress who measured me for my costume. She measured me for the last recital, and remarked that I'm a big bigger. The doctor's scale confirmed it. Whatever, I have more important things to think about. I know I'm not fat...I'd have to gain 20 more pounds or so to get to that level (now watch it happen.)

Wed, 28 Nov 2007 09:16:19 GMT

I have a doctor's appointment after school today to address my rapidly escalating insomnia. Yesterday, I fell asleep in eighth period. That has never happened to me before. I'm not a sleep in class person, but it just overwhelmed me. My eyes started burning, my head felt heavy, and next thing I knew the bell was ringing. But when I'm at home, at night, in my comfy bed I CANNOT sleep. It's driving me crazy.
I've stopped drinking caffeine.
I don't eat before bed.
I exercise a lot (dance and whatnot.)
wth?

Mon, 26 Nov 2007 10:41:45 GMT

*The New and Improved Ultimate About Me*

Basics:
Name:
Amanda

Date of Birth:
4-24-93

Birthplace:
Naperville

Current Location:
Naperville

Eye Color:
Hazel

Hair Color:
Dark blonde

Height:
5'6

Heritage:
Irish, German, English, Scottish

Piercings:
Two in each ear, and belly button

Tattoos:
None

Favourite:
Band/Singer:
Tough one

Song:
Can't choose

Movie:
Can't pick

Disney Movie:
High School Musical

TV show:
Gossip Girl

Color:
Pink

Food:
Pizza

Pizza topping:
Bacon

Ice-Cream Flavor:
Strawberry

Drink (alcoholic):
Champagne

Soda:
Diet Coke

Store:
Urban Outfitter's

Clothing Brand:
Ralph Lauren

Shoe Brand:
Nine West

Season:
Summer

Month:
July

Holiday/Festival:
Christmas

Flower:
Posies

Make-Up Item:
Lip gloss

Board game:
Monopoly

This or That
Sunny or rainy:
Sunny

Chocolate or vanilla:
Chocolate

Fruit or veggie:
Fruit

Night or day:
Day

Sour or sweet:
Sweet

Love or money:
Love

Phone or in person:
In person

Looks or personality:
Personality

Coffee or tea:
Coffee

Hot or cold:
Hot

Your:
Goal for this year:
Keep my grades up

Most missed memory:
Summer camp

Best physical feature:
My hair

First thought waking up:
Too early!

Hypothetical personality disorder:
Probably OCD

Preferred type of plastic surgery:
Ew, non

Sesame street alter ego:
Can't remember

Fairytale alter ego:
A princess!

Most stupid remark:
"What does that mean?" for a totally easy word lol

Worst crime:
I haven't commited one

Greatest ambition:
Getting into Northwestern

Greatest fear:
Failing

Darkest secret:
Not telling

Favorite subject:
English, history

Strangest received gift:
Slipper socks

Worst habit:
Being naive

Do You:
Smoke:
No

Drink:
No

Curse:
Just damn and hells, but I have uttered others

Shower daily:
Yeah, and twice a day somedays

Like thunderstorms:
Not really

Dance in the rain:
No

Sing:
Yes, I'm in chorus

Play an instrument:
I've taken piano lessons, but I'm not a prodigy

Get along with your parents:
Yes, I love them

Wish on stars:
When I was little

Believe in fate:
Kind of

Believe in love at first sight:
Not sure

Can You:
Drive:
No

Sew:
No

Cook:
A little bit

Speak another language:
I take German next year (wanna learn my heritage!)

Dance:
Yes, in dance group

Sing:
Yeah, I'm also in chorus lol

Touch your nose with your tongue:
Nuh uh

Whistle:
Barely

Curl your tongue:
No

Have You Ever:
Been Drunk:
I have champagne on New Year's, that's about it

Been Stoned/High:
No

Eaten Sushi:
Yeah, I wasn't that into it

Been in Love:
No

Skipped school:
No

Made prank calls:
No

Sent someone a love letter:
No

Stolen something:
No

Cried yourself to sleep:
Yes

Other Questions:
What annoys you most in a person?
Phony-ness

Are you right or left handed?
Right

What is your bedtime?
I try to get to bed by 11

Name three things you can't live without:
My friends, computer, my parents

What is the color of your room?
Pink

Do you have any siblings?
Yes, an older sister and a younger brother

Do you have any pets?
Yep, two dogs

Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars?
No

What is you middle name?
Lee

What are you nicknames?
Mandy

Are you for or against gay marriage?
For

What are your thoughts on abortion?
Pro-choice

Do you have a crush on anyone?
Sort of...maybe

Are you afraid of the dark?
No

How do you want to die?
I don't

What is the largest amount of popsicles that you have eaten on one day?
2

Would you take a bullet for the one you love?
Umm maybe, I wouldn't like it though

What is the last law you’ve broken?
None

In a Member of the Opposite Sex:
Hair color:
Any

Eye color:
Any

Height
Taller than me

Weight
Normal

Most important physical feature:
Eyes

Biggest turn-off
Farting

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Here I Am Again

Mon, 26 Nov 2007 10:18:54 GMT

Awake at 4 in the morning. I have to shower and get dressed for school in less than two hours.
After school, I'm going to go to Urban Outfitter's. I saw some stuff that would make excellent X-mas gifts for some people I know. :)

School is going well. So far, I have a 3.2 GPA. Awesome! When I first started high school I was convinced I was gonna have a 4.0 like I did in junior high. I didn't count on how busy I'd be. Two clubs, babysitting, taking care of my dogs, homework plus social life equals...well, it equals a 3.2. Oh well, it's still respectable.

In other news...go Huskies!

All About Me

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 11:04:32 GMT

BASIC:
NAME:	Amanda
BIRTH DAY:	04-24-93
AGE:	14
HAIR COLOR:	Dark blonde
EYE COLOR:	Hazel
SCHOOL:	No stalking!
DO YOU HAVE A JOB?	I babysit
FAVORITE COLOR:	Pink
FAVORITE FOOD:	Pizza
DO YOU HAVE PETS?	Yep, I have a newfoundland terrier named Cody and a mutt named Princess
DO YOU DRIVE?	No, not even
SMOKE:	No way, yuck
DRINK:	Nada
SHORT THIS OR THAT:
COKE OR PEPSI:	Diet Coke
HUGS OR KISSES:	Hugs
Mcdonolds OR BURGER KING:	McDonald's
NIGHT OR DAY:	Day
FRIENDSHIP:
BESTFRIEND:	Michelle
AGE:	14
DO YOU TALK OFTEN?	Every day
WHERE DID YOU MEET?	6th grade
WHY ARE THEY YOUR BESTFRIEND?	Cuz we are so alike
LAST TIME YOU TALKED?	Last night
OPPISIT SEX:!
HAIR COLOR:	Any
EYE COLOR	Any
SKINNY OR FAT?	In between
CUT OR BUILT?	Huh?
SHORT OR TALL?	Taller than me (I'm 5'6)
LOVE OR MONEY?	Love
REALATIONSHIP:
NAME OF BF/GF:	N/A
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Oh, good, maybe I'll get a Blackberry this X-mas!

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 10:59:21 GMT

You Were An Angel This Year

You Were 15% Naughty, 85% Nice

You know you've been a super good girl this year
So good, that you may have missed out a little...
Don't worry, Santa will make it up to you!

Were You a Naughty Girl or Nice Girl this Year?

I. Can't. Sleep.

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 10:48:07 GMT

This whole weekend, I've been waking up at around 4 am. Then I can't go back to sleep after that. I'm tired, but I just can't lose consciousness. It's been driving me crazy, cuz this is a vacation weekend. So not fair.

After tomorrow, it's school again. Blah. Mondays. At least I have a new outfit to wear (woahhh Black Friday!)